Please let me make this absolutely clear. I DO NOT possess my old computer. My grandmother took it when it crashed to try and get it fixed. I did not have much access to a computer much less the internet itself. I have no car, and have been busting my butt helping someone who has been bouncing back and forth between homes and emotions after he left his parents home. I gave him access to my blogs to post on my behalf. I lost EVERYTHING, all the information on my computer I don’t have, so I got a job and am trying to get a new computer to start up on all this stuff again. I am not trying to cop out or give up on things. I am angry that this guy my grandmother took my computer STILL has not returned my computer after all this time. Over half a year. Plus I only put beside a bit of money at a time, but once in awhile I have to help out with the household bills, food, and gas money.
Recently I gave my tablet to Nattar, and we got a free art program. It’s not Photoshop but it’s ok to practice with. So I am giving out some options to those I know have been curious of what has been going on. If you want I can redo everything by hand or take a long time on this art program, or wait for when I get my new computer system set up. However I apologize if anyone i upset because of the long wait. I’m on my own trying to save up.
I understand being frustrated with the wait. I’m frustrated too. I thought I’d have either my hard drive or my computer fixed months ago, but I don’t. So now I’m just trying to make the best with what I have. I work weekends and keep myself busy on my das off. Either trying to plan things out or trying to figure out what information I’m missing from where I had things organized in my computer.
I have tried to send out messages to people, and I don’t know if the messages get lost or what. I admit I am a little lost at what I’m doing because I don’t have much experience commissioning. Tumblr is the first time I’ve had commissions that were not for friends.
I’ve done commissions before that I never got paid for, and now am at a point where I can’t finish the ones I’ve started or have been caught up in doing other things.
So sorry to those who are waiting. I am trying and I’m not giving up or purposefully taking your money without payout. Now that I have a job I understand a bit more of the frustration of orders and work.
So please have a bit of patience and empathy, I normally don’t rant or send out these long things, but I just am not certain if people understand what the situation is. Maybe you don’t even care, but t makes me feel a bit better putting this out.
Thank you if you put up with reading this and have a nice day. You didn’t have to, but I appreciate it. :)