Are you kidding? I can't WAIT for you to come back, I miss your work so much!

Thank you. <:’) that means a lot to me. I’ve been back and forth with feeling down and nervous about when I get my new computer. Also worried time issues and getting out all the story stuff. I am still drawing and I am frustrate and longing to draw on computer again. It’s nice when Nattar let’s me on his computer. I’ve certainly improved on certain things like structure and form detail, and I can’t wait to show it all. I am worried all my previous projects may not be recovered because the guy my grandmother entrusted my old laptop to has not returned it. Maybe i’ll have Nattar scan in some of my drawings I did by hand. idk. But thanks for what you said. I really needed the encouragement. Being without a computer for so long and not being able to do the story that I love is hard.

~39-TheWolf

I tried to be a bridge… sure feel walked on now

ask39thewolf:

Well I just went to try to talk to Nattar’s grandmother. I got here the other day and he was in tears because of an argument with his grandmother. So being how I am I tried to compromise. And it ended with Nattar in his room trying to calm down and his grandmother implementing a rule to make him go to bed at 11/11:30. Now I work from 3-11 4 days a week, and I talk to Nattar daily. If you don’t live with your lover half an hour of talking isn’t enough. That’s pretty much “How was your day?” and goodnight.

Anyway we tried it the past couple of days. Yesterday he had an interview and I went back to sleep (Again I work at NIGHT!) and then we both went out because he got called for a last minute interview at 8 PM and we didn’t get home until midnight. So we stayed up a little longer to check emails and stuff. Then we went to bed and Nattar woke up at 9. His grandmother knocked on the door to see if we are up, and it seemed like it was bad I was asleep. I’m a guest, and it’s my days off.

So anyway we’re tired all day, and obviously this isn’t going to work because Nattar HAS INSOMNIA!!! You know how hard ti is to sleep next to someone with insomnia?

Anyway I go to talk to her about it and trying to get her to UNDESTAND (key word) what’s going on from our point of view. Pretty much she turned around and made it feel like I was at fault for saying stuff. She kept askng “What do you want me to do? Tell me what to do!” and I don’t know! I just wanted to explain our side and I understand where she’s coming from I just wanted her to understand that things happen and I dont know why I just try to deal with them.

She says I baby him, I’m a gentle person and I talk quietlly and calmly to try and calm him down but BABY HIM? I never baby him. “Go calm down and we’ll tackle what we have to do in a minute.” Is that babying when someone is upset and crying?!

Then a moment came up where she said I was enabing him. How is trying to find a compromise between two people enabling?

So anyway I now feel like complete shit and that everything I said was wrong because she said she is trying her hardest, and I know she’s tring but jesus is it too much to ask for soemone to see the other side?! I want her to see Nattar’s side and for him to see her side so they themselves can come up with better methods of compromise! Now I feel like I’m just a problem.

Am I wrong? And I actually part of the problem?

My creator is feeling depressed and I can’t make her feel better. :(

Is it bad of me?

ask39thewolf:

I’ve been without a computer for almost a year and I have tried to make sure I keep up with the tumblr community. (thanks to Nattar) I’m hoping I’ll have a new computer between late October and Christmas. But I’m starting to wonder what will happen after such a long hiatus. Will anyone care when I’m fully back and able o work on stories? Will it be like I’ve never left? Or will most people have just forgotten about me and my blogs as if what I was ding was good only when I was going? Is it bad of me that I feel worried I may be forgotten?

ask39thewolf:

Nattar went to an interview so I used his computer to doodle.

ask39thewolf:

Nattar went to an interview so I used his computer to doodle.

(39-TheWolf) This song fits Scruple too Perfectly!! *cries*

Scruples

Doubt. Doubt is a feeling, an imaginary nagging at the back of the mind. A sense that something may go wrong. Doubt has no form. Doubt is but whisper in the soul. Doubt cannot be touched. If I can become doubt then I cannot be touched. I will be an idea, a thought. That nagging feeling in the back of the mind. I will not exist in the eyes of the public. I will escape. So therefore doubt I shall become. I think therefore I am. Doubt is what I think. Doubt is what I am. For I am the Scruple.

Do you have scruples?

(insight into the logic of this fluffy Draconequus)

snowyflame:

three winners:
will get any artwork from me with up to 2 characters
will get any artwork from me with 1 character
will get a background-less artwork from me with one character
Will be choosen randomly, likes count too!
good luck &lt;3

snowyflame:

three winners:

  1. will get any artwork from me with up to 2 characters
  2. will get any artwork from me with 1 character
  3. will get a background-less artwork from me with one character

Will be choosen randomly, likes count too!

good luck <3

Note to those curious of commissions or story/art blogs

ask39thewolf:

Please let me make this absolutely clear. I DO NOT possess my old computer. My grandmother took it when it crashed to try and get it fixed. I did not have much access to a computer much less the internet itself. I have no car, and have been busting my butt helping someone who has been bouncing back and forth between homes and emotions after he left his parents home. I gave him access to my blogs to post on my behalf. I lost EVERYTHING, all the information on my computer I don’t have, so I got a job and am trying to get a new computer to start up on all this stuff again. I am not trying to cop out or give up on things. I am angry that this guy my grandmother took my computer STILL has not returned my computer after all this time. Over half a year. Plus I only put beside a bit of money at a time, but once in awhile I have to help out with the household bills, food, and gas money.

Recently I gave my tablet to Nattar, and we got a free art program. It’s not Photoshop but it’s ok to practice with. So I am giving out some options to those I know have been curious of what has been going on. If you want I can redo everything by hand or take a long time on this art program, or wait for when I get my new computer system set up. However I apologize if anyone i  upset because of the long wait. I’m on my own trying to save up. 

I understand being frustrated with the wait. I’m frustrated too. I thought I’d have either my hard drive or my computer fixed months ago, but I don’t. So now I’m just trying to make the best with what I have. I work weekends and keep myself busy on my das off. Either trying to plan things out or trying to figure out what information I’m missing from where I had things organized in my computer.

I have tried to send out messages to people, and I don’t know if the messages get lost or what. I admit I am a little lost at what I’m doing because I don’t have much experience commissioning. Tumblr is the first time I’ve had commissions that were not for friends.

I’ve done commissions before that I never got paid for, and now am at a point where I can’t finish the ones I’ve started or have been caught up in doing other things.

So sorry to those who are waiting. I am trying and I’m not giving up or purposefully taking your money without payout. Now that I have a job I understand a bit more of the frustration of orders and work.

So please have a bit of patience and empathy, I normally don’t rant or send out these long things, but I just am not certain if people understand what the situation is. Maybe you don’t even care, but  t makes me feel a bit better putting this out.

Thank you if you put up with reading this and have a nice day. You didn’t have to, but I appreciate it. :)

dennybutt-art:

Light Me Up by dennybutt
Another print done :)

(don&#8217;t care if I&#8217;m reblogging on scruple, this is lovely: 39)

dennybutt-art:

Light Me Up by dennybutt

Another print done :)

(don’t care if I’m reblogging on scruple, this is lovely: 39)

ask39thewolf:

Doodling in Nattar’s art program with my old tablet that I gave him. Up top left is Fob Watch, followed by Solar Flare, then a character called Silent Night, then Mid left Scruple (who is quite high), then Dragonfly with his mane and tail straitened, and then Derp Fury (derpy/nick fury). And on the bottom a bunch of Scruplebutts!

ask39thewolf:

Doodling in Nattar’s art program with my old tablet that I gave him. Up top left is Fob Watch, followed by Solar Flare, then a character called Silent Night, then Mid left Scruple (who is quite high), then Dragonfly with his mane and tail straitened, and then Derp Fury (derpy/nick fury). And on the bottom a bunch of Scruplebutts!

My b-day is on the 13th

ask39thewolf:

And YAY I have that day off… but what I actually want I can’t get yet. Still saving up for a damn computer. A decent one and a new tablet, since I gave Nattar my old one. Wasn’t using it anyway.

Can only draw me on paper of on Nattar’s computer.. ahh what a pitty

ask39thewolf:

testing out Nattar’s new art program. (gave him my tablet since I can’t use it) Here are some characters that either have been mentioned or yet to come in storyline for ALL blogs… but mostly Scruple and Dragonfly. Hint re-read the cheshire cat’s rant/tale/prophecy to get the hint about the guy at the bottom. &gt;;D
PS: It’s easy to guess who Good Will is.
PSS: All expressions on the characters are at MAJOR plot points.

 

ask39thewolf:

testing out Nattar’s new art program. (gave him my tablet since I can’t use it) Here are some characters that either have been mentioned or yet to come in storyline for ALL blogs… but mostly Scruple and Dragonfly. Hint re-read the cheshire cat’s rant/tale/prophecy to get the hint about the guy at the bottom. >;D

PS: It’s easy to guess who Good Will is.

PSS: All expressions on the characters are at MAJOR plot points.


 

Scruple, Listen with your heart you will under stand

But it dose not have any ears >.>

Nattar needs help figering out some thing special for 39-TheWolf’s birth day

nattarthetimedragon:

39-TheWolf’s birth day is coming up next month, August 13. I got her 2 presents, i wanted to get her a scruple plushy but cant afford to commission some one to make her one. so if any one has an idea for an amazing gift for 39 or other special thing i can do for her pleas let me know no my mod blog , http://nattarthetimedragon.tumblr.com/ , she can see this post so pleas dont reblog this post with ideas. last year i tryed to make her birth day special but every things fell apart. so i want this year to be special. she means every thing to me and I want her to have a grate memory of that day that will last years to come.

—Nattar

do not send ideas in to Scruples ask box PLEAS

Okay, well we just made a NSWF blog. Not much is on it yet, but feel free to look. Unless you are a minor. Seriously. DON’T.

-Message from Mods